austin
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Post by austin on May 6, 2018 19:38:26 GMT -5
How could this be?
I want no part of it
I want all of it
For days on end
I strive
To make the connection
I feel its possibilities to the core
Rejected
For reasons unknown
Dejected
I no longer try
And then
You call
We meet
It's made
Fear tempts me to retreat
From that which I've
Worked so diligently
To create
And Yet, I long for the sound of
Your sweet voice
The one that leaves my eloquent tongue
Confounded
You speak in tones
That resound in my soul
Intrigue of a familiar spirit
Soul not entirely unknown
Could two who have
Connected ever
Possibly have been strangers?
Nonetheless
Will she find me worthy?
Still I wonder what length
Of anguish and turmoil
Shall I endure before
You perceive my strengths as weakness
Potential for self sabotage not withstanding
Were we doomed from the beginning anyway?
Yea, wouldn't that be
A convenient excuse
Oh, the conundrum of guarded optimism
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